I draw a lot, sometimes without even realizing it. Recently (as of June 1, 2020) I've begun to photograph my sketches and upload them here. Because I did not rehearse or plan these sketches, I think they capture my subconscious emotions really well.
Often, I will draw many drafts of the same concept. Each time it comes out a little different. Above are four different sketches all made on the same day with black pen on white paper. To me these drawings seem to vibrate. And when I stare at them then look away, the rest of the world vibrates too. I think these sketches capture extremely well the feeling of anxiety: they are violent and chaotic and almost nauseating.
Above are three different sketches made with black pen on white paper. The third has a base layer of pencil, in addition to black pen. These sketches feel to me like they are moving very fast and vibrating.
Older sketches (before 2018):